I am gay but I can't accept myself and I am suffering anxiety or it's normal to suffer anxiety for being gay? How to stop anxiety? I have been with some medications but nothing and doctors don't help me? I live in mexico in a small city here, I have anxiety and I have been with two psychologist,one internist and psychiatric, we have only one psychiatric and many psychologists but I didn't feel nothing with both that I visited for many sessions, doctor internist well I don't know to call it in english because I speak spanish, I am gay and I don't have gay or bi friends, many people here are homophobic and the only gays that I have seen are effeminate and many people refer to gay people as fg, I know it's offensive, I know I am not so manly but I feel nervous when my mom speaks about the topic or someone or I feel bad even she knows, she speaks use bad words against gay people and I don't dare to tell my friends, I don't have real friends they are homophobic and I took venlafaxine 150mg now I suspended because psychiatric told me not to take anymore after one year, he increased the mg, he said I have to accept myself and I don't need medications anymore so now I am lost, I feel horrible my stomach,and I am only child, I have high blood pressure and I feel heat when it comes anxiety to me and sweating my feet I don't what to do or what to take or to do for calming my anxiety and those attacks, it's easy to get scared to me about gay people, I know many people told me to move to another city but I feel bad for my mom we always fight, she told me I am fat I am 1.64cm and I am 66 kg and but it's not easy to leave this place specially when you are only child. I have posted this question but nobody answers me good.. sorry for my bad grammar but I am desesperate well I don't speak english as my first language well I am 21 but mexican sons don't leave home easily not like american people.. sorry
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